Texts That Make Me Smile From Alexander Continue.

I woke up to this text the other day.

Alexander- My dearest Kallie, Love, you said I am patient but not so. I need you here, and I feel so dead inside and lonely without you now. I am not kidding when I say we can't die until we meet. I could die any moment and leave you here alone. I can't actually let that happen, but thought eats away me away inside. I need you so much. Waiting is torture. I love you and I really can't wait to hold you in my arms. Love, Alexander.

Alexander- Oh, it's okay. I don't mind if you look gross. You're still beautiful.

I love this boy.

I have to study for finals now.

Deuces I'm out.

--Kallie Cassandra

Texts That Make Me Smile From Alexander Continue.

Inbox is getting full again.

Sunday November 28, 2010

12:29am

Alexander- And how lucky I am that you got up the courage to make me ask you out. :] If I hadn't, would you have asked me out?

Me- Probably

Alexander- Only Probably? Is asking a boy out so difficult?

12:45am

Alexander- You know, I didn't appreciate you very much until we defined ourselves as lovers. That was when I really got to know you. It really was chance, Saying I love you the first time. What a ridiculous relationship we have. I love it so much!

2:52pm

Alexander - ... This is wonderful! Have you read the Little Prince? It's like the fox said: "If I know you come <...> then half hour before I shall be expecting you, and I will be happy." I know how that feels. : >

4:04pm

Alexander - I was just thinking about how you said you want a boy that will read with you, and I was just imagining us buying tow of every book, so we can read them together. And we'll lean over from our books and kiss, then talk about whatever the book is. Then when we're done, we'll put the books in out library of doubles. I think that is one of my favorite daydreams so far. : >

That is all for now. Oh yeah, Alexander is coming to visit on the third of December and I am super excited. I cannot wait. =]

Write more later.

Deuces I'm out.

--Kallie Cassandra.

Texts That Make Me Smile From Alexander.

I really want to make note of these because my inbox on my phone is getting full and I don't want to forget these.

Wednesday November 17, 2010 12:05am

Alexander- Gah. How I wish I was. (With me) I want to tell you something you might get offended by, or maybe you will find it weird, or cute. But... I gotta get it off my chest. K?

Me- Okay.

Alexander- Well... I am kind of a skinny boy. And you are kind of a big girl. But I imagine that will make hugging and cuddling more worthwhile. Like you have more to offer. I very much like it. : >

Me- You are so cute. =D I don't even know what to say to that. Hehe.

12:18am

Alexander- Hehe any other girl would be offended. I even hesitated. Why I ever hesitated. I so love you. :D

12:22am

Alexander- No, you are Kallie Cassandra Kahl and you are the awesomest girl I've ever even heard of. You've made me happy in way I didn't ever suspect of think possible.

1:06am

I was saying that if I wasn't totally against the idea of marriage, I would have proposed to you tonight. It's like I've fallen in love with you all over again.

7:49pm

Well, that was how madly in love with you I was last night. Enough to propose... If I would ever want to.

7:55pm

No, no. Last night I became convinced to within a shadow of a doubt that we will spend our lives together.

8:01pm

Something. Haha. It's not like it went away. It's still here. I can't describe it too well. It's like this inseparable bond formed between us. I dunno what, but I absolutely love it.

I guess these really don't make sense if you don't know the full conversation. But I will always know what it was about and they will always make me smile. I love this boy. He is coming to see me for a weekend. December third. Counting down the days. 16 days. =]

Going to bed. Write more later.

Deuces I'm out.

--Kallie Cassandra.

Kallie + Alex's Mega Awesome List of Magical Fun Time Events!!!

(Alex's idears)

1.) High five dramatically.

2.) Hug. (Also dramatically?)

3.) Kiss.

4.) Listen to ermazing music.

5.) Stargaze.

6.) Watch all those movies I haven't seen yet. LotR is first!

7.) Explore the wilderness.

8.) Act like total idiots in public. (No caring or shame aloud!)

9.) Sneak out in the middle of the night, with no destination in particular.

10.) Whatever Kallie wants to do.

(Kallie's Idears)

ONE) Color together.

TWO) Play with bubbles.

THREE) Turtle hunting. (I want a pet turtle named PETER PAN!)

FOUR) Just cuddle with you for hours.

FIVE) Go to the drive inn.

SIX) Talk to each other until we fall asleep in each others arms.

SEVEN) Have you tell me bed time stories.

EIGHT) Take photos with you while exploring the wilderness.

NINE) Hold your hand every chance I can get.

TEN) Anything with you will be amazing enough for me. =] I love you.

Gah, I love him so much! He completes my life.

I am working on homework and something for our two months which is only two days away.

Deuces I'm Out.

--Kallie Cassandra.

Sitting in Bryan's Room. Andrew is here too!

I am so confused by him. I don't get it.

But it doesn't matter since I have Alexander!

And I love Alexander Hansen. He makes the happiest girl in the whole world.

He should be coming to see me on November fifth, but that's just a maybe.

In all my hoping, he should be here. Which makes me really happy.

I will type more later. I have no privacy.

Deuces I am out!

-Kallie Cassandra

I don't know anymore.

Megan wants to spend some time apart. I know, she broke up with me.
But on the plus side I am a lot happier!
I have been hanging out with Christopher and David a lot, and I like it!
Also, Emily and Christina are like my BFFs I love them!!!
I have been feeling rather lonely lately though, I need someone to be there for me.
I feel like I am never going to find my soul mate.
I can't wait for college, but I am scared at the same time.

I am very confused at the moment.

I want to go find someone and just talk to them for hours and fall asleep in the grass.


Deuces I'm out.
--Kallie Cassandra

Where has the time gone?

I graduated last night.
I haven't written in a long while.
Things have changed a lot. (for the better)
I am becoming a better person.
I am growing up.
I am loving life.
I am in like with this boy, but he doesn't know... (Maybe)
I know who my best friends are. (you know who you are!)
I know who means a lot to me in my life. (the people I will never forget!)
I feel like I am finding myself now. (I like this feeling.)
I am rather tired. I think I will try to go to sleep, if I can.
My mind is racing and I can't stop thinking about him.
One of my best friends just told me that she could tell I liked him because of the way I look at him.=]
Ugh... Did I forget to mention he's a year younger than me....
I feel like a lame-o.
I am going to go to bed now, or read.
More tomorrow or something.
I want to see him. =[
Deuces I'm out.
--Kallie Cassandra

I really don't want to go back to school. Stephen, make sure you read the end of this post!

I hate schoool..... It's dumb! I really should learn how to spell... that would be a good thing. So I just got done making this.

Pretty cool? I guess...

A lot has happened since the last time I have written in here. Well I have written in here not that long ago, but I haven't put that much.

I don't think it really matters, because no one reads this anyway. Why? Because I suck at life and that's just that.

I hung out with Heather yesterday and today. I also hung out with a lot of people over our two snow days. Oh yes, TWO snow days!

Wednesday Jamie, Lane, Brandon, Bianca, Megan, and I went out to Megan's grandparents house to play on their lake and wen exploring on their creek. Bianca and I ran away from them! Haha. We climbed up a huge hill and hiked through a ton of thorns and we beat them back to the lake! haha! Then we went to Jamie's after to watch the Hangover, well Megan, Bianca and I didn't get to because we left the room, trying to give Jamie and Lane time to make out. haha!

Thursday Stephen came over to Jamie's with all of us, well minus Brandon, because his mom wouldn't drive to Jamie's. We went exploring Jamie's creek. Bianca fell back and climbed up the side of the creek to stalk everyone, they thought we just left or stopped. It was funny! HAHA!

Well I'm tired of typing...

Stephen, if you really read this, leave me a comment.... or something. And by the way, I'm mad at you, I really want to watch Lord of the Rings and you are watching them... meanie head!

We have to have a movie day/week/month. I want to have a Lord of the Rings Day, Star Wars Day (with Spaceballs), Jurassic Park Day, Indiana Jones Day, Pirates of the Caribbean Day, Harry Potter Day, Tim Burton Day (that's a good one!), A Musical Day (I'm forcing you! You will love it!), and Indie Movie Day! (like Juno, Paper Hearts, 500 Days of Summer, Garden State, and more. Get it? Good.)

Okay I'm going to try and do some Trig... Not fun!

Deuces I'm out.

--Kallie Cassandra

Two snow day in a row.

Just thought I should put that down, because that barley ever happens. Hung out with the gang today, and Stephen.

Deuces I'm out,

--Kallie Cassandra

This is for Steven with a PH!

I was reading MLIA and this made me think of Stephen. I giggled and decided to blog about it!

This was the only thing I have to say really. More later? I think so!

Yesterday, after a test I decided to take out my iPod and start messing with the lightsaber app. Another student took out his iPod and we proceeded to have a full out war. I won. The teacher looked up and said "the force is strong with this one" New favorite teacher. MLIA

Happy New Year!

So, it's 2010! It's crazy! I can't believe it! I'm going to be graduating in May, I know it's not a huge deal, but it kind of is.

Just a note, I had an amazingly fun New Years eve/New Year. Megan is my favorite face ever! Stephen is pretty amazing himself. haha. I just had an overall fantastic night. It's 4:30 in the AM hour and I am not even tired!!! IT WAS AND IS AMAZING! haha.

On another note, the Pale Divine concert was amazing!!! I loved it! I didn't really know the band going in it and I am going to have to say that is was probably my one of my favorite concerts I have went to. And I have been to a ton of concerts.

Funny thing, I have been having dreams about Muse lately, I must be wanting to go to a Muse concert again! Speaking of Muse, they are coming to Chicago in March, and I am going to ask for that as my birthday present! I think Mallory might go for it, she will want to come, but she will go for it. I would want her to come! It would be fun!

I hope Stephen gets home okay! Stephen, get home safe! haha.

I lost control of the car the other night, on a huge sheet of black ice, and it wasn't very fun. I'm okay and my car is okay, so everything is okay!

Okay well I am going to go to sleep now.. I think. My eyes are getting tired.

(I slept in till 3:30 today! It was great!)

I'll write more later!

Deuces I'm out.

--Kallie Cassandra